Today is the optional memorial of the Dedication of the Basilicas of Sts. Peter and Paul. As such, we have the option of using readings specific to the day or using the normal readings for Wednesday of the 33rd week of ordinary time. When I went to mass this morning, the priest used the optional readings so I will too!
The Gospel reading for this morning is likely very familiar to us all. It's the story of Jesus and Peter walking on water. I encourage you to read this passage with fresh eyes. Scripture is sharper than any double edged sword and the Holy Spirit will speak something new to you through this familiar passage based on what's going on in your life right now.
As I listened to the Gospel being preached this morning I pictured myself as Peter walking on the water towards Jesus. I heard His voice saying, "Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid." In hearing His voice, I knew that I was afraid, but I knew in my heart that if I kept my eyes on Him it would all be okay. But like Peter, I took my eyes off of Jesus. I felt my fears overwhelm me like water overwhelms a drowning person.
Jesus reached out and caught me and I was filled with shame. Why did I look away? I heard Jesus tenderly ask me, "What are you afraid of?"
This is an important question we all need to ask ourselves, that we need the Holy Spirit to help us understand. We can know and love Jesus, and yet look away from Him. For me, the two causes of my fickleness are usually pride and fear. I feel like I don't need Jesus or I feel like Jesus is going to let me down. Both of these are lies! They're lies that distract me from being all Jesus's all the time.
I challenge you today to take this passage to prayer and ask the Lord to reveal to you what it is that takes your eyes off of Him. Ask Him to help you reevaluate your life to keep your eyes fixed on Him forever.